Fundamentally Loathsome

I want to wake up in your
white, white sun.
I want to wake up in your world
with no pain.
But I'll just suffer in a hope to die someday,
while you are numb all of the way.

When you hate it, you know you can feel but
when you love it , you know it's no real,
no.

And I am resigned to this wicked fucking world
on it's way to hell.
The living are dead and
I hope to join them too
I know what to do and I do it well...

When you hate it, you know you can feel but
when you love it , you know it's no real,
no.

Shoot myself to love you,
if I loved myself I'd be shooting you.

Marilyn Manson (Mechanical Animals)